day 1this is history.
A New LifeI first started smoking marijuana a few months back. I was not compelled or pressured. Actually, there had been some extra weed with my friend who was reluctant to smoke and other friends who desired the high were present. I had been pro-marijuana for some time now, and the suggestion that I indulge in what I supported came up. I did not say a word at the idea, but my mind was full of anticipation and hope - hope that I may actually experience a whole new part of living, that is, intoxication. I hoped my friend would agree. He did. Thus my first inebriation with marijuana came about. At first I could not believe I smoked enough toA New Life
Cho's Apologies Imagine being an alienated middle school student at the bottom of the social hierarchy. You are the plankton of the system, whom everyone is capable of feeding upon. The last thing you want is attention; it never does you any good. You may even pray to God occasionally, asking that you be a forgotten soul, keeping your distance from society. To survive your environment, you do the only thing you know how to do, avoiding conversation and congregation, severely depriving yourself of the social nutrition a developing child needs. Your philosophy is simple, echoed by three succinct words: leave me alone. Today the teCho's Apologies
Social Phobia"It is all in your head." I laugh. Yes, yes it is. Very good. "Just say you can do it." I laugh. It all seems so simple. "The power of positive thinking." I laugh.Social Phobia
They don't understand. Nor will they ever. But that is just fine. I've decided to stop trying. Now, I laugh.
I used to want them to understand, to try and comprehend. But I realize now, that they never will No matter how hard I try They won't. And this realization makes it easier.
So, now I laugh.
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To Hear me is to know you are deaf
To See me is to know you are blind.
To Touch me is to know destruction.
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To Hear me is to know you are deaf
To See me is to know you are blind.
To Touch me is to know destruction.
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